Sorrel in Gethsemane Garden

录两首诗吧，remix

佳城三里近都城，

举眼可瞻檐与楹。

彼子孙如无心可，

有心叹彼若为情。（前人佚名，《谒明孝陵》）

养士末流犹气节，

亲儒初运已文明。

始知三百年天下，

尽是开天一手擎。（赵翼，《题明太祖陵》四首之二）

No one else is better suit for sing the commemorate song for Michael Jackson than Edith Piaf, the legendary French singress died at her 48 in 1963. Although there is a generational age gap between these two greatest vocalists of all time, their meeting in the land of the dead will erase their mundane differences and join them in the music. 

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.

Il me dit des mots d'amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ca me fait quelque chose.

Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.

C'est lui pour moi. Moi pour lui
Dans la vie,
Il me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie.

Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

I hope children can begin listen to Michael at 6. And children today do have better chance than I did. Last year the debut album of British 6-year-old talented girl Connie Talbot featured Michael’s “BEN”. Listen to the original version tears would well up in my heart, and then Connie’s voice release them out of my eyes. Then I know such devoted friendship is not only a passionate ideal, but a possible and probable for all our friendships.

Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You've got a friend in me
(you've got a friend in me)

Ben, you're always running here and there
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's one thing you should know
You've got a place to go
(you've got a place to go)

I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(a friend) Like Ben
(like Ben) Like Ben

I regret that live.space is a silent one.  I regret not listening to his song enough when he is alive. So let follow your inspirations and let it bring you to the concert, to the bar and find the living persons you like and cherish life with them in music.

今天听到日本三巡演唱会是剧透的7月新单曲，找歌词的时候我干了以下的事情：仿翻译体乱填~没有韵和音节数量的限制还真舒服。

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回忆是春天里还没舒展的嫩叶，却被一阵风吹落肩头

轻轻注视着她，也不会让我再流泪

心里有了自己的温度，它帮我平稳过分的感触

但这微弱颤抖的记忆，依然带给我幸福慌张的幻觉

如今还会不会追随你散落的脚步

爱悄然躲藏起来的路，未知前行的辛苦

在平安的道上，为别人的幸福哪怕守护

为胆怯寻找借口，不过谁可以忍痛撕开伤口缝补？

噢哦噢哦，哦噢哦噢

人的心不能在痛苦中久留，

哦噢哦噢，哦噢哦噢

说不愿再见也是这样吗？

在近乎虚空又陌生的空间里，爱情能以多大的几率发生呢？

一个眼神的默契，一个下午愉快的交谈

就这样快速的被时间抱歉的冲散

垂落的星空都不再有浪漫的魔法，心又在哪一个角落跳动

如今还会不会追随你散落的脚步

爱悄然躲藏起来的路，未知前行的辛苦

在平安的道上，为别人的幸福哪怕守护

为胆怯寻找借口，不过谁可以忍痛撕开伤口缝补？

噢哦噢哦，哦噢哦噢

还是会在呼吸的每一刻祈祷

噢哦噢哦，哦噢哦噢

无数的道路都通向同一个地方

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The day you left without the words of leaving
This road’s scenery and scent seems as if it was changed
The promises we exchanged because I want to be your everything
It was never kept and changes into memories
That time when you were crying alone, if I ran straight to you
Would you still have been by my side?
If I could, I want to say it one more time, that I really like you
My heart’s desire for you and my words can’t reach you anymore
I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
I’m here and still here believing that both of you will meet again
I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you
When you bring me to my mind of your back side with your hair tied
I misunderstood that person over and over again, who looked back
Everytime my phone rang I prayed that it was your name
and lived liked that each day like a wretch
I said I’d forget you but that was a lie,
the truth was I simply didn‘t want to forget you
If behaving as if I didn’t care was me, I don’t need that anymore
A happiness that couldn’t be felt when you’re not here
No matter how I try I can’t easily stop the tears flowing
I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
I’m here and still here believing that both of you will meet again
That’s why I’m calling your name by myself
I don’t think I can accept this mournful heart
But there’s no way’s anymore besides that way
You shined even when you were just here
But those times will never come back again
Even if there is a problem, even if I lose something I never want to forget that I loved you
I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
I’m here and still here believing that both of you will meet again
I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you
I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you

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ps，忘了我的糟踏吧，扔上来就圆满了。歌曲真是很美很好听啊~

work related：

DBSK，“stand by U”，2009，Single 28 main track。祝福7月大卖，撒花撒亮片撒冰淇凌~~

好吧，尽管路过日本，四巡还是现场不能，消息断绝直到看到郑允浩和珉小儿双人图集中，队长也能从眼神开始浑身展现出少女气质，陡然一惊，真是一物降一物，没得说啊。本来我立刻淡定下来，但看到一张两人白地细暗竖纹西装各自端着捧花然后两束捧花凑到一起其实不怎么好看但超级结婚感觉的照片之后，还是再次，没被雷到，但被咽到了，队长真～～的走柔媚路线了，谁来疼爱我们家阿九呢。。。人在世上停留的姿态，就是这样被摆布的吗。。。

费城的夏天太废了，露天的festival连游人都是一副没睡醒的样子。同学们已陆续intern到伊拉克，柬埔寨，土耳其，几内亚了，突然剩下非常孤单的两个星期。纽约, DC, Boston一个比一个远，一天次的小旅行，时间不能总花在路上啊。同理因为时间被距离吞吃，Mayday的上海场是赶不上了，而北京场在隔离期内。。只有西子湖畔尚存希望，if that prove to be a good time。

还有一副非常投入但依然bleak的画面，直到看见亮闪闪的瓷砖，会乐而忘却让你郁闷到去擦瓷砖的事情吗？没想好下次还要不要擦瓷砖，这160年前的瓷砖不是这么擦就能擦亮的，果然不是这栋老房子现在能得到的救赎。喜欢上bleak这个词，是从去年看了《atonement》之后，该词的词意异常惨淡，惨淡到如此希望却在，加油，sua～

不管是准备好还是没准备好，不谈之前的似乎很艰难和我自己心思移转不定屡次迁延变卦，不论当时是意志坚定还是踟蹰满腹，总之今天是我受洗的日子，而那些犹豫耍赖也正宣告了它的特质：并非我的努力使我值得。洗礼来得既在盼望和祷告中，又在计划和意料外，所以说是神的恩典，并且神的恩典很奇妙。

谢谢Helen, Tony, 白洁，芬芬，王乾，王亮，心远，美琳，泋清，荣枝，孔健…University City分堂一起祷告的孩子们，我们是兄弟姐妹也是朋友。Eva姐姐和Lisa姐姐真是上帝派来的天使。

“你的灵魂我要定了”，前几天似乎听到这样的话，虽然突然间赶着受洗，前几天一下子过敏然后前夜又发起烧。耶稣还是帮我没有害怕撒旦的攻击，但也不会和撒旦争闹，结果烧出我意料退得快。天上地下掌权的尚且这么温柔的对待人，好像安息日也不休息却治病救人，哪怕不循人的教条也因为爱变得很甜蜜，又很正义。耶稣爱父神借着祂造在世上的每一个人，而我的真心和祷告，是现在和将来也可以见到你同样被认作神的儿女。因为神就是爱。

我在北大的时候就被传过教，国内校园团契的孩子们真的很热心，所以大家都有看过圣经吧。但那个时候我没有想到过会有下文。心里接受耶稣为创造了你并且是你的救主就可以读圣经和跟他祷告与他亲近。而加入有形教会有一群人共同的清心祷告的灵是更会蒙祝福的。我现在加入的教会受洗的条件是凭信心接受以下圣经中最基本的事实，并且承诺通过读经祷告与教会的服事在基督里成长，作为回应，教会的属灵长者和兄弟姐妹承诺对你关心爱护相互帮助：（日后转教会不需要再次受洗，因为受洗时与耶稣同死同复活是一次就成就的）

1。世界和世上的人是上帝创造的，起初一切都甚好，坏到不可收拾，即必然通向死亡的生活是亚当滥用自由意志造成的，不巧的很，根据规则，从此以后我们作为后代身上都有什么不该做做了就有罪恶的快感，该做的就懒得做算计着做的遗传病，这样就是罪性。罪性造成糟糕的人生，就是个性跟桥段都很暴戾粗陋，要不就很贫乏，充满荒淫贪痴谬理的人生。罪性不是藏在智慧果里面的，也不是伊甸园传出来的，更不是上帝造成的。

2。耶稣是上帝道成肉身的儿子，是处女受圣灵感孕而生，在十字架上因为背负了全人类的罪而死，第三日复活升天，坐在圣父的右手边，将来要重临大地做审判，认祂的可入永生，不认祂的不可入永生（即为永死）。人应有罪性无法不犯罪，也无法通过自己的行为得救，必须通过相信耶稣在十字架上的牺牲用神自己圣洁的血来洗清罪过。圣父圣子和圣灵是上帝的三个位格。上帝是慈爱公义的，可以从几个方面来解释：1, 祂就供应你的衣食；2, 祂不供应你的衣食，因为：你不认识祂，祂想要认识你；你认识祂，祂锻炼你信心。3, 祂应允你所祷告的；4, 祂不应允你所祷告的，因为：你所祷告的事情违背祂的良善，比如十诫里明令禁止的；你祷告的事情让神失望了，祂要你与祂接近，增长你信心顺从和圣洁智慧。

3。教会是基督的肢体，是分别为圣的，要爱教会。

大概就是这样，有不清楚的地方当然要参阅圣经咯，那是永活的神亲自默示不同的人所写成的，因为祂现在也活着，所以不会像曹雪芹，敲他棺材他也说不出红楼梦的结局，读圣经打瞌睡了可以随时忏悔，读到不懂的地方也随时可以祷告“亲爱的耶稣，这个地方我不明白，请给我解释一下”，“为什么这两处看起来矛盾，分别是在什么情况下成立呢？”，“关于圣灵，我还想要了解更多。。。”妙的是解释并不局限在圣经里哦，因为祂也是世上的掌权者，虽然很多时候祂喜欢大家自由自在所以垂手而治，但你既然问了，祂也就大发慈悲会用你在你生活里制造些事情回答你的问题哦^^ 哈，我已经写到够多了，耶稣爱我们，我们的灵魂和我们的心，有不够幸福的人，要祷告请他帮忙，有幸福美满的人，要感谢赞美哦，也请顺便帮我祷告噢。